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Post by Heidi on Jan 8, 2014 4:35:17 GMT
this is not a joke, I have had clairvoyant dreams all my life which have either come true or had symbolic meaning to them, but Ive had a few disturbing dreams about Beyonce before but 2 have really stood out to me- 1) when I was 18 (5 years ago, Im 23 now) I ACTUALLY DREAMT ABOUT HER SONG "bow down". I know It sounds crazy, but she sang it EXACTLY how its sung in really life (even the autotune effects) and in the dream she was vomitting and she has scars on her wrists and arms like she had been cutting herself and her eyes were red like shed been drinking. It was one of the most frightening and upsetting dreams ive had in my life. I remember crying the day I had it. 2) Last year ( september of 2013) I dreamt I was at an indoor swimming pool with the kardashians (Im not a fan of theirs, mind you) and Kim wanted me to help her babysit North, so I did and it actually wasnt so bad, but then Alicia Keys was in the lounge area of the building singing jazz, and suddenly Beyonce showed up. at first she looked normal, but as soon as she saw Alicia her Hair turned into brown dreadlocks and she had a pentagram tattoo on her forehead. she sprung up in the air and grabbed poor alicia and began to strangle her and bite off her fingers. police came and tried to shoot her but she was able to dodge the bullets. these dreams, while sick and disturbing, have stayed in my mind for a while. as I said before, Im a spiritual person and there are some things about myself I cant explain, but what I do know is that I was a longtime fan of beyonce and destinys child until I had my "awakening" at age 16. I had spent that year meditating and practicing some elements of taoism, buddhism, and native american traditions along with unorthodox christianity. It was a strange time, because most of my peers at school would get upset when I told them I was no longer a fan of hers (at the time, I still was trying to figure out why. this is during the Bday era in late 2006/era 2007) but I finally am glad to say I\m glad I trusted my instincts, because her energy and aura felt dark and jaded. Wow I maybe your dream was foretelling things to come? I believe we are sent messages in dreams,even if it's about someone we don't know. |
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 8, 2014 6:02:48 GMT
this is not a joke, I have had clairvoyant dreams all my life which have either come true or had symbolic meaning to them, but Ive had a few disturbing dreams about Beyonce before but 2 have really stood out to me- 1) when I was 18 (5 years ago, Im 23 now) I ACTUALLY DREAMT ABOUT HER SONG "bow down". I know It sounds crazy, but she sang it EXACTLY how its sung in really life (even the autotune effects) and in the dream she was vomitting and she has scars on her wrists and arms like she had been cutting herself and her eyes were red like shed been drinking. It was one of the most frightening and upsetting dreams ive had in my life. I remember crying the day I had it. 2) Last year ( september of 2013) I dreamt I was at an indoor swimming pool with the kardashians (Im not a fan of theirs, mind you) and Kim wanted me to help her babysit North, so I did and it actually wasnt so bad, but then Alicia Keys was in the lounge area of the building singing jazz, and suddenly Beyonce showed up. at first she looked normal, but as soon as she saw Alicia her Hair turned into brown dreadlocks and she had a pentagram tattoo on her forehead. she sprung up in the air and grabbed poor alicia and began to strangle her and bite off her fingers. police came and tried to shoot her but she was able to dodge the bullets. these dreams, while sick and disturbing, have stayed in my mind for a while. as I said before, Im a spiritual person and there are some things about myself I cant explain, but what I do know is that I was a longtime fan of beyonce and destinys child until I had my "awakening" at age 16. I had spent that year meditating and practicing some elements of taoism, buddhism, and native american traditions along with unorthodox christianity. It was a strange time, because most of my peers at school would get upset when I told them I was no longer a fan of hers (at the time, I still was trying to figure out why. this is during the Bday era in late 2006/era 2007) but I finally am glad to say I\m glad I trusted my instincts, because her energy and aura felt dark and jaded. Wow I maybe your dream was foretelling things to come? I believe we are sent messages in dreams,even if it's about someone we don't know. I feel it very well may be so, unfortunetely. And whats worse is, there have been times were I get down over it. I agree with what some of the posters on here and the main Destiny's Rehab have said- I feel too something bad may be in store for her in times to come. What breaks my heart is, part of me still feel that somewhere, deep down inside of her, theres a part of her that wants to break out of the lifestyle shes caught up in and go back to being "little miss beyonce" from Houston. I feel in my gut that there are times she feels regret for the things shes done in these years, and sometimes as a result of it she acts out and does strange/dissconcerting behaviors (there are psychological factors at play here as well). what I do know, after sessions of prayer and deep meditation, that she has been exploited sexually and mentally by certain members of TPTB. I feel that at one time, while she did have selfish material/superficial desires for fame and recognition pushing her, something inside warned her to back out while she could. Now its far too late. From what I can read from Beyonce, she has a deep rooted desire to be seen as almost an "Olympian Goddess/deity" archetype. make no mistake, many of her poses, 'inspirations', titles (Queen/King, Beysus, etc.) and even the recent juice bar last supper scandal are all deliberate and contrived. Yes, its true. she wants to be worshipped, not just admired and loved. The reason is not due to actually deserving of such treatment, but rather her own self doubts and worries, and lifelong esteem anxiety shes battled for most of her life. yes she is a narcissist; but the reason for her being so is much deeper and heartbreaking than most will ever know. Thats why she tries to appear untouchable-SHE DESPISES THE ONE THING SHE FEELS MOST OFTEN- VULNERABLILITY |
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Post by Guest on Jan 8, 2014 6:53:05 GMT
We are all vulnerable, everyday. How we choose to behave, in response to the vulnerabilities, comes from the choices we make. The belief in right over wrong/ good over evil; this is what builds character. It takes strength to do the right thing. It's so much easier to do what what ever you want, with no regard to how our actions effect others.
None of us are perfect, it's a daily battle.
BeyWolf wants what she wants and the world be damned.
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Post by belladonna1983 on Jan 8, 2014 13:04:24 GMT
It was too strange and I believe the desire of fame and glory is what will destroy everything she achieved...or was given.... It what was Lucifer's dismissal from Heaven... beyonce open your eyes and see the bigger picture.... Your dream is about to suffocate u....she needs to go back and clear her wrongs.... A true Virgo likes to live in truth even if it Hurts...not pretty but Truth.:: This is the bottom line! And I definitely blame her parents for this. Actually, I take that back...back in the day, she used to say that she always wanted to stay grounded and she even said how her parents made an effort to "Bring her back down to earth" whenever they could....and for some reason, I believe that. It kinda is the reason one poster on RWS said this yesterday: "And when she was younger ok she was acting like a diva but i think she was more happy and not so evil like she is now." I think the real change came about when she got deep in with Jay, and his mindset. He is poison to whoever he touches. He has the uncanny ability to increase popularity, but then lead to the demise of the same person (exception is Rihanna. She's too independent, and has other people in her corner, she's not solely reliant on Camel). |
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Post by justme on Jan 8, 2014 21:59:50 GMT
We are only tempted by our own desires. you want fame you going to have to give up something or someone. you want glory someone has to lose theirs. Her husband may be a influence on her but she is in control of her own desires. in a couple of years the truth will reign out and she will see it was worth nothing. she gained the world to lose her soul. As we all know, no man(society) give your anything without wanting something back. She is going to give them what they want believe it she will. It sucks that she didn't desire to have degrees, build jobs and help other artist (former destiny child members) with their dreams. When you know you are the King, you have no problem helping anyone cause you know that your reign cant be taken. I believe she knows that her career is coming to a end. Enjoy!!
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Post by belladonna1983 on Jan 9, 2014 13:28:03 GMT
Wow I maybe your dream was foretelling things to come? I believe we are sent messages in dreams,even if it's about someone we don't know. I feel it very well may be so, unfortunetely. And whats worse is, there have been times were I get down over it. I agree with what some of the posters on here and the main Destiny's Rehab have said- I feel too something bad may be in store for her in times to come. What breaks my heart is, part of me still feel that somewhere, deep down inside of her, theres a part of her that wants to break out of the lifestyle shes caught up in and go back to being "little miss beyonce" from Houston. I feel in my gut that there are times she feels regret for the things shes done in these years, and sometimes as a result of it she acts out and does strange/dissconcerting behaviors (there are psychological factors at play here as well). what I do know, after sessions of prayer and deep meditation, that she has been exploited sexually and mentally by certain members of TPTB. I feel that at one time, while she did have selfish material/superficial desires for fame and recognition pushing her, something inside warned her to back out while she could. Now its far too late. From what I can read from Beyonce, she has a deep rooted desire to be seen as almost an "Olympian Goddess/deity" archetype. make no mistake, many of her poses, 'inspirations', titles (Queen/King, Beysus, etc.) and even the recent juice bar last supper scandal are all deliberate and contrived. Yes, its true. she wants to be worshipped, not just admired and loved. The reason is not due to actually deserving of such treatment, but rather her own self doubts and worries, and lifelong esteem anxiety shes battled for most of her life. yes she is a narcissist; but the reason for her being so is much deeper and heartbreaking than most will ever know. Thats why she tries to appear untouchable-SHE DESPISES THE ONE THING SHE FEELS MOST OFTEN- VULNERABLILITY
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Post by Phoenix on Jan 10, 2014 0:53:25 GMT
I feel it very well may be so, unfortunetely. And whats worse is, there have been times were I get down over it. I agree with what some of the posters on here and the main Destiny's Rehab have said- I feel too something bad may be in store for her in times to come. What breaks my heart is, part of me still feel that somewhere, deep down inside of her, theres a part of her that wants to break out of the lifestyle shes caught up in and go back to being "little miss beyonce" from Houston. I feel in my gut that there are times she feels regret for the things shes done in these years, and sometimes as a result of it she acts out and does strange/dissconcerting behaviors (there are psychological factors at play here as well). what I do know, after sessions of prayer and deep meditation, that she has been exploited sexually and mentally by certain members of TPTB. I feel that at one time, while she did have selfish material/superficial desires for fame and recognition pushing her, something inside warned her to back out while she could. Now its far too late. From what I can read from Beyonce, she has a deep rooted desire to be seen as almost an "Olympian Goddess/deity" archetype. make no mistake, many of her poses, 'inspirations', titles (Queen/King, Beysus, etc.) and even the recent juice bar last supper scandal are all deliberate and contrived. Yes, its true. she wants to be worshipped, not just admired and loved. The reason is not due to actually deserving of such treatment, but rather her own self doubts and worries, and lifelong esteem anxiety shes battled for most of her life. yes she is a narcissist; but the reason for her being so is much deeper and heartbreaking than most will ever know. Thats why she tries to appear untouchable-SHE DESPISES THE ONE THING SHE FEELS MOST OFTEN- VULNERABLILITY
*hugs* theres a reason we spend so much time discussing Beyonce and whats happening to her. Contrary to what many think, its not jealousy, racism, bitterness, or even pettyness. Ive actually been "lurking" on Destiny's rehab since mid 2011 (before the baby scandal) and from what I feel personally and what I know from most of you, is theres something we all sense spiritually going on. many people have felt it. thats why theres been so much debating on her in even the smallest things in past years (for example, fan and others debating whether shes a nice person or not). Even though I dont like what shes doing these days, I could never hate her (well, I dont hate anyone, to be honest). but I hate the dark forces which motivate people to hurt each other. Beyonce (as well as her fans/stans) still are sentient beings with souls, but many of them have been misled, subdued, and corrupted. I dont mean to sound preachy, but its similar to how a person gets a deadly bacteria or cancer that eats them from the inside out-and by the time mainstream society has noticed, its in the most dangerous/potent stages. This is what negative spirits/attachments feed off of to survive. and often when you try to confront it, this dark force blows up in your face through the person because youre draining its energy source. thats why, if you notice, those who make violent threats and spew hatred on those who "insult king Bey" become even more agressive and hostile when you try to respond with maturity (even poor Chili, as of late). We cant give up, and we cant give in. thats why its important that we maintain this site, Destinys Rehab, as well as other truth-spreading sites (as long as we do it in a non-hateful/non-hurtful manner). It may be rough sometimes, but in the end, we are not doing this in vain. Don't hate beyonce, her fans/stans, but hate the negative energy. Respond with genuine compassion and love, walk in love.  XOXOXO |
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Post by belladonna1983 on Jan 13, 2014 13:31:40 GMT
^^ THIS. ALL OF IT. You broke it down so good, couldnt' have said it better myself.
*hugs* theres a reason we spend so much time discussing Beyonce and whats happening to her. Contrary to what many think, its not jealousy, racism, bitterness, or even pettyness. Ive actually been "lurking" on Destiny's rehab since mid 2011 (before the baby scandal) and from what I feel personally and what I know from most of you, is theres something we all sense spiritually going on. many people have felt it. thats why theres been so much debating on her in even the smallest things in past years (for example, fan and others debating whether shes a nice person or not). Even though I dont like what shes doing these days, I could never hate her (well, I dont hate anyone, to be honest). but I hate the dark forces which motivate people to hurt each other. Beyonce (as well as her fans/stans) still are sentient beings with souls, but many of them have been misled, subdued, and corrupted. I dont mean to sound preachy, but its similar to how a person gets a deadly bacteria or cancer that eats them from the inside out-and by the time mainstream society has noticed, its in the most dangerous/potent stages. This is what negative spirits/attachments feed off of to survive. and often when you try to confront it, this dark force blows up in your face through the person because youre draining its energy source. thats why, if you notice, those who make violent threats and spew hatred on those who "insult king Bey" become even more agressive and hostile when you try to respond with maturity (even poor Chili, as of late). We cant give up, and we cant give in. thats why its important that we maintain this site, Destinys Rehab, as well as other truth-spreading sites (as long as we do it in a non-hateful/non-hurtful manner). It may be rough sometimes, but in the end, we are not doing this in vain. Don't hate beyonce, her fans/stans, but hate the negative energy. Respond with genuine compassion and love, walk in love. XOXOXO Beautiful, just beautiful....*hugs back* |
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