2009-2014 Nothin Has Changed!!

Now, I've been strangely preoccupied with Beyonce for about a year now, having previous hated her with a burning passion for her silly lyrics she seemed to have thought were "empowering" ("Independent women"? *shudder* *gag*) and for her materialism. Strangely, I also hated Jay Z with the same passion, seeing him as a misogynist and typical materialistic rapper. However, around 2007, I somehow began forming an obsession with both-- Jay-Z being first, then coming to "like" beyonce because I thought to myself if she was with a man as intelligent as Jay, there must be *something* about her....then they hooked me in and I started becoming obsessed with their relationship....however, even in my obsession and, yes, screaming fangirl-ness, I still noticed things that didnt seem quite right about them together. How distant and fake they seemed, how there seemed to always be rumors of them sleeping in seperate beds or even hotel rooms, how there was that Rihanna as Jay's side ho rumor and how they RARELY showed public affection and the slavish way Beyonce would always walk 80 miles behind Jay in public and how she would shamefully writhe on him in videos and live performances, her face creepily lighting up with childlike adoration. 

....then her insane possessed oshun dancing on the cold distant uninterested looking master/handler who literally controls her like a puppet as she mirrors his moves/commands in the intro